I am lovely, I am mean and anything in between.
I am smart, I am dumb and sometimes feel a little numb.
I am strong, I am weak and hope to find what I seek.
I am angry, I am sad but I really don‘t want to be mad.
I am silent, I am loud and every now and then I‘m also very proud.
I talk too much, but then I stop because the bomb already dropped.
I like you a lot, I hate you so much, it‘s not easy being tough.
I want to change, I want to stay the same but I am rather full of shame.
I want to thank you, I want to say sorry but it‘s getting really boring.
I want to let go but I hold you so tight, in the end it doesn‘t feel right.
You can put the blame on me because I am stronger than you think, even if I consider myself weak!
Please don‘t look at me like that, just smile, because you deserve to be happy all the time!