My love is easily caught and hard to keep. I don’t know how you managed to win my heart back after all that damage. You raised those expectations in me and then leave me disappointed. I am not mad at you but really mad at myself again. Cause i still like you cause I believe some things you said were true but when you said it‘s all my own fault, I recognized you just used me all the way. And I won‘t believe it anymore. I only wanna believe in me. Maybe I will miss you forever and maybe I will always see the good in you. Though I have to stay away for good. Actually we should both now by now, we will never be each others reason to change. The reason is still somewhere out there. Let‘s try not to lose hope finding what we deserve one day.