Wow big Drama queen. You nailed it. If it hurts it‘s Not good, even if it‘s love. Remember that. Always. You don‘t wanna be needy do you. And you don‘t wanna take care of anyone But you, unless you have Too much Time or Energy. Right now, Save Both of them, treat yourself like Gold and Do it for yourself. Go to work, Shine and be good in what you do, because you wanna be the best. You like your job, you Rock it. They want you, They Need you, They take care of you. They care about you. Like you care about your job and the people you work for and with. Stop Smoking, do More Sports. Look After yourself like you Look After Boys. Haha don‘t Chase them. They Gotta Chase you.